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So last night I had this really bad stomach ache and I basically started to cry. Then I was thinking about how every time I have a stomach ache my girlfriend would take care of me and then I just started to miss her alot! Then I started thinking about how it’s gonna be like when she goes to college. Then I thought about how I hate my school and I’m basically throwing that down the drain. And all the money I will have to pay back in 6 months if I drop out now. I’m going to go to Community in the fall. That helps a little. Sigh and today I didn’t go to class because I didn’t hear my alarm go off, probably cause I went to sleep at 5:30. Well I missed my final that I can’t make up and I have a 12 in that class so there’s no hope for me there. I need to talk to my parents and let them know. I’m just so depressed. :/
